Friday, April 23, 2004

uploaded lots of pics!! go see vj frens, church frens and mg frens!! and misc got a few too heh. (music fest, jacs birthday, kaal ho naa ho, godspell)


wow haven blogged for so long... like so much has happened haha... no time to blog and like i dunno soemtimes no feeling to oso lah... anyway im qt happy now haha... its great to like do something u know is wrong den having the person forgive u!! :) thanks man!!! heh. anyway... lanning is qt fun! haha... went with dex and galv today... the both of them are mad men ok!! like totally... they tot me how to play some super violent and fast paced game tt i lost miserably at... and also jedi knights! which wasnt so bad tho i think i still lost haha... but it was ok lah! den we played pool and i beat them! heh. but i think i was making alot of noise in the pool parlour cos they kept ganging up against me ok!!! lousy pple... and esther mailed me too! haha... was great hearing frm her :p to we see each other so often and all haha... never have enough time to really chat!! and i read esmonds testimonials on friendster and i wish i din... his cell members are really the most retarded and childish pple ever lah ok... like wadeva man. get a life. hmm i ponned sch today! haha cos its sports day and like totally waste my time lah! so i ponned... i wanted to do some work in the morning but dex called me while i was still reading the papers so i din haha... hope i dun fail tml :s


oh and i think they are pulling away frm me now... char and shella i mean haha... geuss they finally noticed tt they are no longer the closest to me in sch... i find tt when i have probs the only pple i turn to are guys... qt bad rite... i wish i were a guy lah haha... so much better :p and thanks to all of u who helped me this past week ok!!! :)


hmm actually thru the week rite i kept thinking of stuff to blog but now i forget all! haha... oh wells. oh and i think sometimes tt im qt hypocritical... like for this jr of mine... when i see other pple being bad to him like mocking him and all i think its really bad lah and i detest their behaviour for it cos i feel sorry for the guy but den i myself am not very nice to him and i oso like say bad stuff abt him and laugh at him... just tt i dont do it while pretending to be his fren lah but still... qt bad lah... what right have i to judge when i do not show him love in the first place? i dunno lah... everytime i tell myself to love him i find tt i cant :s dunno lah... will try even harder heh.


i think its qt bad ok. mixing with dex and all has made me even more slack haha... i go out with him like at least once a week nowadays :s heh. but hes so cute i cant resist :)


hmm... zy said she will be going to swim with ACE now... i dunno... i know its best for her lah... but im such a selfish person... think ill miss her alot... studying after trg and all... and also the chats we have on our way to trg and stuff... i think tt she is like my closest female fren in sch now haha... yah... so if ur reading this girl, ill miss u lots ok!!! haha... tho its not even like im never going to see her again... but we nv really see each other in sch much... dunno lah. hope tt we wun lose our frenship :) was like thinking abt it... and i really hope tt for ed and zy i will keep their frenship even after i leave vj... but its like wierd cos now we see each other so super often cos of trg and all tt we dun go out and stuff like other frens but i hang out with them the most... really hope tt we can still all be frens after jc heh. i think it was a great thing tt i stuck with swimming and din like quit cos its in swimming tt i made such gd frens and also tt i guess i kinda learnt tt i can push myself if i really want to haha... tho i dun often really want to lah! and also i guess gave me a sense of responsibility esp now tt we are seniors and stuff :) yupps i think i will miss swimming very much ok!!! now im sad!! haha ok lah not really... just wistful :)